Wednesday, August 11, 2010

Fitting a Round Peg into a Square Hole.

As the world turns, I find myself trying to find where I fit. Recently, I left my university job to pursue my own business. I immediately had an anxiety attack, popped a xanax and took another position that I thought would be suitable to enhance my career goals and pay the bills.

Neither has come to fruition. After three months of administrative work (which I have nothing against, but is not my cup of tea), I have decided to hit the road again in pursuit of my personal happiness in career, friendships and love. Many will think I am an absolute mess when they find out. Yes, I am embarrassed and nervous and am a self proclaimed "crazy", but is it really so crazy to seek out what you want in life? So many people sit in an office every day and just live with it. Yes, they pay their bills. Yes, they have a steady and structured life. However, I have never taken the road that anyone else does. As of late, I have feared that I am paralyzed by normalcy. That just won't do. So I am going to (again) pull my self up by my high heels and throw a few more parties.

Keep it Sunny!

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